Savita Flying high after BSP!

Savita shares her experience about Bhava Spandana Program:
BSP Experience:

I don’t know how to start. Basically I am a very talkative girl. I had so many doubts before going to BSP – how can I stay for 4 days away from family. But after BSP, I wanted to stay in the ashram for some more days. I did not even think about my family for these 4 days. Before BSP, I felt there is something I am missing in life. I am not satisfied. I used to think about it many times but no answer. But BSP answered all my questions. All gaps are filled. I am fully satisfied with my life now.

I feel like a new born child. All past history is erased out of my mind. When I see the leaf, mountain or my relatives, I feel I am seeing them for the first time with lots of love and affection. My entire house is filled with peace and love.

I am walking – no, I should say I am flying. My body is very light. Absolutely no thoughts. I don’t want to talk to anybody. I just want to be myself. These 4 days have changed my life altogether.

In one meditation, I reached my highest energy level almost 3 times. Tears rushed from my eyes not withstanding the energy flow. I wanted to be in that state for ever. Another time, I witnessed my own death, I realized my body is not me. My whole body froze. I don’t know where my hands are. It is true that BSP is once in a lifetime experience.

So far I have not seen Sadhguru in person. When I see him in video itself, I will start crying. Last day of BSP, I saw hundreds of Sadhguru in front of me. All the people around me were Sadhguru. Just imagine my feelings. I could not withstand the powerful energies around me. I almost dissolved.

After BSP – for 10 days, I was in a dream land. I am doing things – but it is not me. I am walking – but I could not feel my legs. Sadhguru’s words in website had the true meaning of my state of mind. – ‘LIVING LIFE UNTOUCHED’.

Now I realize, all these days we have been running around things which are useless. Without knowing the purpose of life, we have wasted all these days. But, better late than never, - now I know the purpose of my life. This feeling is simply great.

Just to preserve this state of mind, I am doing meditation and kriyas everyday.

Some wonders after BSP – when I think of somebody, immediately they call me. I was surprised. So many strangers come to me and talk voluntarily with so much happiness. In a temple, I was just looking at an old person. He came near me and told me – ‘I see you are very happy. You are spreading happiness to this whole place. The purpose of life is to make others happy. I am very happy to meet you.’

I just started crying holding his hands.

How can 4 days make such a huge difference in anybody’s life? I really want to explore more. I have decided to attend HATA yoga and SAMYAMA this year. I want everybody to experience BSP. I have decided to send my whole family one by one.