Tearing the me in me

An Isha volunteer shares a poem at the start of the New Year:

Successfully wasting yet another year
My mind projects bright the following year

This moment the only doorway to existence
Have I shut listening to my mind's pretense

As my mind becomes more and more cozy
I am just getting terribly lazy

Better I realize that all these year-endings are just to account cost
But never ever a means for me to get lost

As you head towards your ultimate dissolution
I am yet no where near my resolution

Until you make me fully intense
I would just be wasting this life doing non-sense

Without you tearing the me in me apart
How am I to become your own part?

Taken from here: http://ashegaveit.blogspot.com/2010/12/new-year.html