Rajadurai attends the silence program

Rajadurai shares a piercing poem about his experience:

Daring to sneak into your world
I stepped inside that hollow space


As a worm I crawled behind you
You took me by hand when I feared


As a child, I refused to swallow
As a Mom, you fed me with care


O' I was truly on your Lap!


Chanting in that cruel darkness,
I breathed your breath poisoned


Venomous ecstasy shaking my core,
The Serpent teased me no limit


Swaying between Bliss and Stillness,
I wept and dissolved incessantly


O' you were taking me for a ride!


You exploded me with your sounds,
And I danced to your tunes


Undecipherable, the moments were!
Unquenchable, my thirst was!


Tasting a droplet of You
Left me madness personified


Longing to take a plunge in you,
And pitiably aware of my stock,


I screamed in pain. O' you heard.
You peeled it off and freed me out.


Pot cracked; honey dripped
Wall collapsed; flood roared
O'I breathed freedom


Breathing this unknown clarity
Leaves me in tears untold


Drenched in your merciless Grace,
I see God beyond the Façade


What do I have worthy of?
To thank you with!
What am I worthy of?
To be at your feet!


When all that is, and that isn't, is you!
I know of nowhere to miss you, Sadhguru!


May I only breathe the venom,
And crawl within you, gently,
With your Grace!


AUM, Namah Shivaya!